hi brindha,vidhya and geeta
thanx for the encouragement and concern.
day by day i'm preparing myself more to spend one month at my in laws,i hope it goes well.
after my abortion i never use to speak to my MIL over the phone but later i started talkin to her once in a while and now once in a week,thinking that it will be less awkward when i have to face her,and now i actually think i'll be able to handle it,hope so.......... i just want to get over with it.
anways thanks for starting this thread,it helped me a lot as i could get my frustration out and now after reading the response from all of u i really feel better and much relaxed when i think of my visit to india.
take care
jess