What if our yesteryears were to come back?

There is a song which says some would like to hide themselves. Someothers would die immediately of shock!

Now if the clock needles were to move in an anti clock wise direction-

Iam really confused. The very thought of yesterday puzzles me. To think of yesteryears- you want that I should open my pandora box? Who likes to wash the dirty linen in public except the film stars if taht can help them getting some mileage.

No I will enjoy going back to my olden days for-

I have many amendments to make.
Atonements- Yes a bag full of them. See see it's already overflown and I can see the spill overs.
But I will not make any amendments with my basic nature of being an honest critc. Helpful despite all my difference of opinion with anyone whom I know. I cherish those obituaries (when Iam alive) showered by my friends with the passage of time saying" Really kanaka you are good and sincere. But mind you there is a way of expressing the mistakes of others. Don't be so blunt. It makes people to distance themselves. Actually I admire your courage to call a spade a spade. But try to mellow down. None of us can beat you in being affectionate so on so forth-

I will redraw the map of ,-my idea regarding number of children to be reared. Now I understnd the concern and difficulties of parenting asingle child. The anxieties ,impulsive behaviours, immatured decisions and reactions which comes to us unknowingly.

If only the time could take me back I would like to learn more than I have learnt. I feel jealous looking at the opportunities to the present day children. I would definitely not leave the opportunity of learning Carnatic Hindustani and world music.
Friends does such queer thoughts creep into your mind? kanaka

Dear Kanaka,

Good write up !! Wow !! Thanks for putting your foot down, and writing wonderful posts like this ......

Now if the clock needles were to move in an anti clock wise direction-

The first thing comes to my mind is :
I can live with my (Late) Grandfather, whom I used to miss each and every moment of my life and enjoy a lot with him. Felt very bad, that he could not see my marriage,so I can marry my husband again and make him happy.....

I have many things in myself to be changed : Like my short temper, sensitiveness.Then hope, people around will call me (a very good girl) "romba samathu ponnu" !!

Thanks Kanaka, once again for giving me the opportunity to share.

Originally Posted by Gowri66

Dear Kanaka,

Good write up !! Wow !! Thanks for putting your foot down, and writing wonderful posts like this ......

Now if the clock needles were to move in an anti clock wise direction-

The first thing comes to my mind is :
I can live with my (Late) Grandfather, whom I used to miss each and every moment of my life and enjoy a lot with him. Felt very bad, that he could not see my marriage,so I can marry my husband again and make him happy.....

I have many things in myself to be changed : Like my short temper, sensitiveness.Then hope, people around will call me (a very good girl) "romba samathu ponnu" !!

Thanks Kanaka, once again for giving me the opportunity to share.

hey kanaka,

good post...u will not believe it this was just the conversation i had five mins back with my dh...i myself realize so many things i could have done better....so many times i have been short tempered with all my loved ones...if only i could wipe it away and start again... ...but other than that even he agreed i was a very good human being..now that is like vasishtar vaayaala brahma rishi for me.....
yes and me too wish i had paid more attention to my music...now without years of no practise my voice just doesnt open....
Mindi

Dear Mindian,

May I have your name please? Tell me that proveb " Vasishtar- - - -- -. Give me the full proverb.
If we reflect over such thinhg "Chirrippu thhan varum". Chonna vartai thiruppi edukka mudiyuma?
Easily said tahn done. There will be many things which cannot be undone? What do you say?. kanaka

Dear Gowri,

As long as there are people like ypu to appreciate and as long as our mind is clear there will be no paucity for ideas. Thoughts flow when we have someone to motivate. Thanks dear. kanaka

Dear Kanaka

If my yesteryears were to come back I would have become a graduate or studied
still more. I would have learnt Carnatic Music. I would have enjoyed with myf ather who died when I was 18years.

with love

viji

Dear Viji,

Life is a continuing process. if not now in births to come you will meet your father and I wish you a celebration which will continue for years.

Hope Goddess Saraswati will shower her kindest of blessings to you. kanaka

Dear Kanaka

Thanks for your wishes. But I dont want to have another birth. In this birth only I have seen everything happiness and sadness. But I am happy with whatever I got in this life. We need His blessings.

with love

viji

Originally Posted by kanaka

Dear Viji,

Life is a continuing process. if not now in births to come you will meet your father and I wish you a celebration which will continue for years.

Hope Goddess Saraswati will shower her kindest of blessings to you. kanaka

Dear Kanaka,

I beg to differ. I believe in moving on in life, I take each day as my last day on this earth and try to give it my best shot. What I dont have was not destined or was not neatly worked out by me and What I have, should be cherished and not lost by me.

A thought provoking post. Good one!