Feelings change memories dont

God doesn’t give you the people you want, he gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you & to make you the person you were meant to be.- Unknown

Whatever I am today is because of the people and family who have inspired me, encouraged me which has kept my life going peacefully. Without God's and elder's blessings nothing can be achieved.

Twenty one years back I had hip bone fracture. Those days medication was not so advanced as of today. I was in bed for two months , the cot was my world . There were no mobiles also . So I used to pass my time reading spiritual books, writing Sri Rama Jayam and watching TV. Luckily I could see the outside world from the cot where I was lying down. So used to spend time watching everyone. Used to wait for my friends and relatives to come and see me. After two months also I was not better so consulted another Doctor another operation and slowly started walking with the help of walker. It was so painful. I remember the first time I went for physiotheraphy it was so painful. When I was trying to bend my leg it was so painful. Seeing me in pain my daughter who had come with me fainted. The Doctor told me from tomorrow dont bring her.

By God's grace I became ok and started going to office. In early stages I could not walk fast . Earlier I used to go by train and then started going by contract bus. Beginning used to go with walker to office. Luckily one friend was there who was also staying near my house so with her help could cross the roads and get in and get down from the bus. The friends in the bus were very helpful . After two years again I had problem so another operation was there and because of that I was ok

Sometimes we sit back and remember, the way things used to be
memories that lie in our hearts, stab us like a knife
part of us wishes they would go away but part of us does not want to forget
the days we loved so much, went by so very fast
and the next thing we know, they are gone forever
except for the pain tha tlies in our hearts , but that's when we realise
that there are days when we wake up,
with the sun shining through the windows
anticipating what the day will bring but those days are not eternities
they aren't forever you see, and we will realise
that yesterday had not been a dream but a memory
today is different than yesterday and tomorrow will be different than today
but as long as we have our memories everything will be okay - unknown

Though the above para is not written by me but whatever I feel is written in that. If I did not have the help of my family and friends today I would not have been walking and be independent. Every walk of life someone was there to hold my hand, inspire and encourage me. Especially when we grow old we need inspiration, encouragement and help from others.

Every single time you are about to give up..hold on.hold on because you didnt come this far to give up and walk away. hold on because you know you are stonger. hold on because you owe ourself that much.
- mee

 

Pallavi dear I am at loss of words for getting a fb from you. Not only that you went and nominated my post also. Thanks so much. If I had not got a fb from you I would have deleted this thread. Glad atleast you liked the post. I pray God that he should give me strength to lead the rest of my life.

May God bless you

 

Pallavi dear thanks again for your encouragement. Thanks for your good wishes