Can I Hate You?

CAN I HATE YOU?​

When I entered the familiar, beautiful
Abode of yours in all tears and rage….
With all anger directed towards you….
My lips trembling, my vision blurred….

But you were oblivious of my turmoil & my plight,
Sitting decked in all finery with a golden dress
With that bewitching & captivating smile….
Seeing you I just stood transfixed…..

What to say about your eyes…..
Oh my god! ….. it was so full of love & compassion;
Inviting me for a tight warm embrace….
Conveying so many things which I could not comprehend

Your golden jhumkas studded with precious stones
Swaying gently whenever you moved your charming face
The long lovely tresses forming curls on your sides & forehead
The bright red vermillion making the sun to hide in shame…

Your long slender arms bearing the goad & noose,
Sugarcane and bunch of flowers
Your well endowed bosom filled with love
Supported by a slender waist

Seated with one leg crossed
And another resting on the pedestal;
The feet adorned with thick anklets
Making tinkling sound as you walked ….


Seeing you in all glory
I fell down at your feet like an uprooted tree
Tears flowing unabashedly
My anger melting into helplessness….

No sound coming from my dried mouth….
Though my heart wanted to convey lot of things
The pains, the disappointments in my life
But everything forgotten for that moment….

A voice in my head went on telling me
That I had come to hate Her, fight with Her
Not to believe Her…
She was taking me for a ride…

But seeing Her love filled eyes
I could not bring myself to hate Her
Nor vent my frustrations on Her
What magic did she do ….

Why could I not do what I wanted to ….
As my mind went blank…
Filled with a sense of calm….
All the confusions evaporated…

As I slowly came back to my senses…
Making a firm resolution
To hold her feet more firmly
During the turbulent times of life

Having total faith in Her
Surrendering to Her unconditionally
Trying to feel Her love….
As I now knew that she always carried me……..

 

Thanks a ton Malliga...

Especially for opening the account here....

Thanx once again.

 

Thanks a lot Mindi

Very busy? Not to be seen around much... or did i miss seeing u:confused2:

 

Wow Rgs that was better than the original......

Thanks a lot for gracing this thread...

My bow to you for the appreciation.... thanks once again. :-D

 

I enjoyed the long post Rgs.... it adds more to the original.. Thanks a ton...