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I am very shy,sensitive person.I have always been this way.I never wanted to have kids because I can never ever bear to see my loved ones hurt in any way and who better we love the most than our own kids???
My hubby was adamant to have kids and I finally gave in.I am going through immense stress as I fear if i have to socialize a lot,if someone will be rude to my kids,etc.I personally cannot even stand up for myself.Usually,if someone is rude i just avoid them as much as possible as i get hurt easily.
everyday when i look at my kids,i feel if i will ever be able to protect them?
why do i feel all the above?my childhood was not that great.i was also bullied in school,college etc.please help me?