should i continue with marriage?? confused

Hi I am frequent reader of this forum.

I just want to make this short. I got married before 4 years, for him it issecond marriage. I married him because of financial restrictions and othercauses, but now i am regretting for it. My father is not happy with thismarriage from the beginning but I have only chosen to marry him inspite he is adivorcee. The problem started from the few days after marriage. My mil treatedme like a slave, i used to do all work. I was a working woman and continued myjob after some days of marriage from home. Since i was working from home anddoing all household works, i was not able to work as much as before earnedless. This became big issue in my laws house, they started to ask why did notearn much. My husband is momma boy, he did not go against his mother andquestion her. I got pregnant in this bad situation and i suffered a lot as imil would not provide proper food or other things, and is quite abusive innature and i wanted to abort the child but my parents against it and said it isgod's gift and do not abort it (now that baby is beautiful girl 2 years), so icontinued. one fine day, mil shouted at me for not doing the household workproperly even though she knows i am pregnant and i get vomit and dizzinessoften, she did not care about it, so i walked out of the house when 5 monthspregnant. i did not get proper support from my husband during my pregnancy. mYin laws came only after i delivered my baby girl to see in the hospital. I toldthe husband to live separately and he accepted it half mindedly. after 3 monthsof my delivery, we moved in to new house. we were happy for a month and againproblem creeped when my mil came to my house and created propblem, I had a hugefight with her and she left. After that, my husband started to abuse mephysically. He called me to his mother's house but i refused as i was ill. Hedid not understand and threatened to leave from the house, when i questionedme, he stabbed me and strike me. After some days, he again came back. He is akind of person, who is lazy, I would take care of all his needs, small baby andhouse, he wont help me, and also he want IC daily, which if i refuse also hewould compel me to do, otherwise he would be angry and wont speak to me. Alsohe wont allow me to go outside of the house alone even to buy milk or inurgency. He does not like even if my parents and siblings come. when my babywas only 3 months, i got pregnant again which i am unaware of it only after 4months of pregnancy. I was unable to take care of household much and when mysibling and niece came to see me, he wont speak to them properly and asks me tonot come to house and one day for this reason, he left house to his mother'swithout informing me. I rang him up a lot in phone and he did not respond for aweek and so I left mother's house. After that for 4 months he did not speak tome, I did not get any emotional support from him during my 2nd pregnancy and ido not how it would be (. On my 8th month pregnancy of my second child, iwent to his house with my small baby to see him, he said to stay in mil house.I said my mil is not taking care of me, he did not give the ear for it. He keptsilent when i was there at his home, he did not talk to me, my mil and fillabused me with words which he did not talk back and I was very weak at thattime and could not talk back. she again did not give me proper food when i wasthere and for the baby too, how i would be there in this situation and so ileft the house. I delivered the baby boy after that and i called him up in thedelivery room even in delivery pain, he did not pick up the phone intentionallynor the in laws. During this time, my mother and my last sister were supportiveof me. after the childbirth also, he did not take the phone. Only mil and filcame to see the boy. After that my son got jaundice and i admitted him in icu,for that also he did not come to see. Then my husband informed me through hismother i should get sterlized and come within 40 days after delivery. Myparents are not acceptible to this as i was very weak but in spite of this iwent to his house with my son and told him i would leave my daughter of 1 yearto my parents but he is not agreeable but later agreed. When i went to my milhouse, she asked me to do all types of work in the household even she knows igot operated only few days. but still i did everything, they asked me to leavethe job, i left it. after one month of struggling, my son got sick with heavycold, and i wanted to take him to hospital but my mil did not allow to take asshe would treat it at house itself. he was very sick with fever and cold. i wasin a very difficult situation and my husband also not supporting with me. Afterthat somehow i took him to the hospital. After some days, she started theproblem again that she made me suffer financially, i could not buy myselfanything, everything my husband asks my mil to buy for me and she refuse forit. Again i walked out of the house. After that he called to go separatelyagain for a lease for which i provided money. My husband is going night shift.During this time, he always insisted me that he wants his mother to stay in ourhouse. She would come some days and make the place a hell and she goes.Recently, when he went to his mother house and did not return for a long timewhen there was nothing in the house to provide for baby and i was not allowedto go out, i argued with him regarding it. For that, he beat me severely incheeck and tore my eardrum. I consulted doctors and now i am fine. After that,i told him not to beat me. He switched his job fortunately it was near mymother house, so we planned to shift the house. It got somewhat late to shifthouse from our old house and so our house owner created problem for it. Heagain ran away from this problem and stayed in his mother house leaving me alone.When i asked him why did so, he said he cannot face those problems. He createdmore problem to give back the lease document and in shifting the house as itwas in his name. There was lot of tension for my father during this situationand some how we shifted house. He again commanded me that his parents will staywith us. I agreed and they came and my mil created so much problem that myhusband also started to join with her. she wont help me in any household workand i have to take care of my son and all these things and again i have satisfythe "needs" of him. it has become a hell. My father put my name alongwith his name in document for this house as my husband spent more than 30000lavishly from this money. when i asked how he spent money, he said somehowspent, he would never show me account details of him. When my husband came toknow that my name is included, he created a scene again and threatened to leaveand asked his mother to pack his, when i asked why he is doing such things andwe will have a talk, he is not agreeable and abused me lot along with mother,saying that i am not important and going to give divorce and slapped me againand broke my 2 teeth and left me and my mil during this time shouting at him tostrike me again. I am still in pain. My father was asking to leave him as he isphysically abusive again and again. After some days he again came back to homeand i said i cannot live with your mother. Now again the problem started thathe says that he would give only limited amount of money to family 5000 bugs andother i should take care through my earning and i borrowed money from bank forhis sake when he was jobless for 2 months which he says i should pay myselfthrough my earnings which i am not able to do much as i have a chld and householdto take care, even though he earns around 25k. When i refused it, he again leftthe house now. I do not know what to do. He is so demanding and physicallyabusive sometimes and some times does not allow me to sleep or take rest duringnight and day. I really do not know what to do in this situation. i have 2small kids under 3, i am just looking for their future. Please givesuggestions. Thank you for reading this long one.