Hi kuttimayil,
Welcome to IL and why are you so sad? Saudi is a very good place. You will
have more time to spend for yourself. Is it not? you can complete your wishes
like learning painting, cooking or any other small small things which you
could not do when you are young /childhood. Do them and complete your
dreams and spend whole day for yourself and enjoy the life.
I will do like that only. be happy. NET IS IN YOUR HANDS YOU CAN DO WONDERS WITH THAT. CHEER UP.