Feeling Down-God Plz Listen

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  1. DreamWorld

    DreamWorld Silver IL'ite

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    Hi All,

    I am feeling really sad and low today. Trying to be strong by thinking of positive things like one day I will get pregnant, will hold my baby, and all those things...

    Here is what happened today which let me down:

    This is my 2nd cycle of Clomid with TI. Had Injectibles for ovulation. My doctor monitored me today and said that this is a failed cycle as I did not ovulate.

    Again have to start Crinone after two days.

    Last month it was Clomid+Injectibles+TI (monitored ultrasounds), I ovulated, we did the thing, but a failed cycle.

    My DH sperm count is good and I am managing with my PCOS, it reduced a lot, getting my periods on time, reduced weight, controlled my diet...everything...

    Somehow these failed cycles increase my fear....:(:(:(

    We have been trying since two years. Two months before I had HSG test done and there are no blockages or anything. Everything was normal. But these failed cycles, increases negative thoughts in mind. I am not at all concentrating on anything. Feeling depressed these days, may be because of medicines too.

    Wanted to vent out to you lovely ladies...

    I know TTC journey requires lot of Patience. But some days and some times, we feel out of track. May be this is the time for me...:(

    Please keep me in your prayers and hope GOD listens to all our prayers. Baby Dust to all TTC ladies.
     
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  2. rkgurbani

    rkgurbani IL Hall of Fame

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    It is indeed a long journey...a journey that requires patience and a lot of positivity and a journey that strengthens a couple's bond with each other.
    Many of us TTC ladies in IL have been a big support for each other. Our faith is further strengthened because of the prayer groups too.
    Be strong. Maybe the best is yet to come. Have faith in the Almighty and surely sooner or later, sincere prayers are always answered. That's my belief.
    Wish you loads of baby dust and SMILE.....It goes a long way.
     
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  3. vijiarasan

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    Dear DreamWorld,

    I will not say don't worry just keep thinking this too will pass.

    My sister had her son after 8 years, without properly figuring about her issues. Too many failed cycles, every month expectation and disappointment.

    Be hopeful, all precious gifts come late but it will be so worth it.. hang in there.
     
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    Thank you RKG and Vijiarasan for your wishes and positive words, hope one day I share my good news with you all here.
     
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    Hi IL's, Am back with an update. So finally I changed my Obgyn/RE. We moved to a different fertility center. Today was our first appointment and we felt much relaxed. My FS (Fertility Specialist) increased my dosage for Thyroid medicine to 50mcg. Metmorphin and Pre-natals would be same. Will go for TSH test in few days.

    So this cycle it would be Clomid+Trigger shots+IUI.

    Hope everything goes well.

    The funny part is am eagerly waiting for my periods to come quickly so that we can go ahead with a new cycle.

    So tensed and at the same time excited too, with new doctors and staff.

    Will keep you all posted with my updates.

    Lots of baby dust to all TTC ladies.
     
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    Keep going @dreamworld. May 2015 fulfill all your wishes. Lots of baby dust to you.
     
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    VaniVyas Platinum IL'ite

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    SAI RAM
    SAI RAM
    SAI RAM

    On this Thursday I like to wish you and other ladies who are undergoing similar phase with lots of baby dust. May Sayee baba guide you all.
     
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    kavithamadhan Silver IL'ite

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    Hi Dreamworld,

    Happy baby dust to you....everything will be soon alright dont worry....
    you will be in my prayers too..
     
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    Thank you @teejay. Hoping for the best in this year. Will keep you all posted on my updates.
     
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    Thank you so much @VaniVyas, Yes we all need Sai Baba's blessing's for sure. Lots of baby dust to all TTC ladies.
     

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