Feeling Down-God Plz Listen

Discussion in 'Fertility & Trying to Conceive' started by DreamWorld, Oct 28, 2014.

  1. suryakala

    suryakala IL Hall of Fame

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    Dear @DreamWorld Sister,

    Today, I prayed Baba for you specially.

    Do not worry about the results, sister. He will take care. Say from bottom of your heart 'Let Thy Will Be'. Sure, Baba will bless you with a lovely baby soon.

    May Baba bless you and fulfil all your wishes soon.

    Om Shri Sai Aarogya Kshemadhaya Namaha- Humble salutation to the one who grants health, happiness and security.
     
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    @dreamworld I have total faith in god. I know that he will sometimes test you. But will never deny you. And he knows best! Going by personal experience when you are put through difficult times, you tend to ask why me! I have done that so many times. But then after a while, you look back and realize that the incident (experience/mishap) was the perfect thing to have happened at that point of time. You learn something from it, grow from it , appreciate life & people & the gifts god gives more.
    Please remember this when ever you feel low. My best wishes & prayers with you.
     
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  3. DreamWorld

    DreamWorld Silver IL'ite

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    @winipooh, Yes I am trying to avoid stress and not thinking much about what's going to happen in this cycle. I just going by the flow of procedures.

    And as you said, this time we are trying with a new Fertility doctor, hoping for the best. Rest am leaving to God. Beacuse I have full faith in Him and am doing my best here with these cycles.

    :thankyou2:for all your encouraging words which keeps me motivated.
     
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    DreamWorld Silver IL'ite

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    Thank you @suryakala sister and @teejay

    These test times are so difficult and heart breaking. But with you all people around and such boosting words fills my soul with lot of courage to face all these.

    To be frank, am not sure if I should be feeling like this, but somehow I want my cycles to be responsive to medicines. I am not expecting a postive one in the very first cycle, but want it to be a smooth one. I have heard that it takes more than one cycle to get a positive outcome. So my hopes are very less and am happy that way instead of building high hopes and getting disappointed.

    So hoping for a smooth cycle.
     
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    DreamWorld Silver IL'ite

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    Update: I got a call from my doctor's office that my Estrogen levels are normal.
    But I forgot to ask her about what are the counts and where can i get access to see all my records.

    Whenever I hear my test results are normal, I tend to forget:bonk remaining questions.
     
  6. strivenlive

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    It is painful to go through the trials for longer periods compared to some others who have succeeded right away. But in today's stressful lives and genetically modified foods, there are more women on the longer trying phase.
    I wish you the very best and sending baby dust ur way.
    As you have been with fertility specialists and they must be doing the right thing as it is their expertise, but sometimes they see extreme cases of infertilty and use the same techniques for others as well. Sometimes it might not be necessary to go that route. Have you tried metformin. If not please ask your doctor. I personally know a few ppeople who were taken the clomid route and had disappointments and then decided to give clomid/iui a break and try metformin alone. I believe somewhere around the 1000mg to 2000mg dose seeems to do the trick for PCOS. But it needs to be continued thruogh atleast the first trimester. It is a diabetic drug that seems to help ovulate as it helps with the insulin resistence part of PCOS which prevents ovulation.
    Again good luck and lots of baby dust.
     
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    @dreamworld try to keep yourself engaged all the time. We are all here to support you and see you through this phase. Each day, you are taking one step closer to holding your LO.
     
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    DreamWorld Silver IL'ite

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    @strivenlive am already on metformin since an year, and my cycles are regulated. Thanks a lot for your wishes. Prayers all around....
     
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    @teejay thanks dearfriendssmiley Sometimes i keep my expectations high feeling Yes this is our cycle but sometimes I just ignore and going with the flow of procedures/medicines.

    Me and my DH have decided to go with the flow...whatever our FS says, lets keep going. Started my Clomid 100mg since yesterday. Now waiting for my mid-cycle ultrasound and blood work:cry: I am so sacred of blood drawn, but in the past years have been doing it like numerous times, I close my eyes real tight and imagine the day when i will be holding my baby...:redface: Happy Imaginations.
     
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    All the best @DreamWorld ... praying this cycle would be yours.
     

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