It's midnight and you are still awake.It's seems you can never sleep. You feel that your heart is frozen... you feel no emotions anymore.Love is pain.

You still cant sleep..walks around the house.Everyone else is sleeping .Still you cant sleep.Love hurts.

You go to the balcony..looks at the pitch black outside.The whole world is sleeping.Still you cant sleep.Love is torture.

You return to bed, staring at the darkness around you.Starts to ask the same old questions...

mallugal

The path to self realization begins in front of your compu and ends in a blog post.

So here it goes..all about me :

I am more tough than I think.

I prefer a straight forward NO to a veiled one.

I suppress grief...till I get a chest pain or breathlessness.

Anger,pain,abandonment...these happens to me over and over. They motivate me.

I do know how to spend time with myself.

I love my company a lot.
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mallugal

Amrita is my daughter.She's just 2 1/2 months old. I just wanted to share the story of her birth.

Until the 7th month of my pregnancy I was living in Malaysia with my husband.Everything was normal with me.My Doctor here assured a safe and normal delivery for me. I came to India around the mid of my 7th month , to my home in Kerala.My doctor there examined me , everything is fine.Except she finds out tht I have Gestational Diabeties. I am put on a very strict diet, went on for walk...

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Finally i got into blogging.This blog is all about my life as a daughter, wife and mom. Hope you enjoy your stay

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